dear stars

Dear Stars,

Every time I look up at the stars I can't help but feel him there. every time I'm alone talking to the moon I hear his voice whispering back sweet love letters into my ears. I spend most nights worrying about how he's feeling I spend most nights questioning everything I am and do. I hope he will understand one day just how much I truly care for him. hold me tight under this sky..one last kiss goodbye and goodnight are all I ask for so I can rest safely knowing I'm loved by him.. one more kiss? ok, maybe two...im sorry if I come across as clingy I just want to let you know I love him. I know there are billions of stars but maybe I could shine a little brighter in your life and stand out upon everyone else. maybe he could treat me like his world? good morning, goodnight, late night calls?  that sounds good to me. dear stars answer my hums and wishes. let my heart heal and let me a normal old star shine brightly in his galaxy. for he is my sun. I orbit around his affection and praise. stop the fighting. stop the endless screaming and tears. stop the black hole from forming in my heart and let him know I'm here. let him know I've always been here. I've always been a small little ball of gas progressively getting bigger trying to shine noticeably, but not blow up. so darling whenever you look up please think of me...and realize I can be the star in your Milkyway...